MuSiC oF mY LiFe

~~Wednesday, January 31, 2007~~

hmm. its been awhile since i wanna deal with human r/s, becos its complicated. And i dun wanna complicate my life further with complicated matters. haha. But, its inevitable sometimes. hahah...

SAG arh SAG..all must be strong. New comm, new pple, new management, new ideas, new plans, new successes. I have faith in all of them. I had faith in the previous comm, and so do i have for this new comm. No comm to me is a real comm if it doesn't experience tides and waves from all directions. haha. I believe in them becos they put not just their body into it, but i hope i m nt wrong, their heart into it as well.

nevertheless, members must be there to support them becos e comm thrives on members and the members need direction from comm. Its a interdependant kinda thing..so members must trust them. Members must have faith in them. All shall NOT give up to what they have now cos' it will be a pity. Of cos, when there is a change, a change in feeling will be felt. Time and patience is need for everyone to adapt, but the LOVE and PASSION for SAG shld not diminish. Pple expressed themselves differently and so, we all need to adjust to that. Members must nt even feel that they are insignificant becos they bring the comm back to reality. Comm members sometimes have high hopes and aspirations which may blind them a lil' from sensitivity towards pple or surrounds, but its the members that keep them back on the ground. haha..hope they all understand that its the love that keeps pple alive in there.

Today did the poster presentation. No preparation was done and our turn came so fast. Was a lil' nervous but finally its done with. All was fine, fortunately, but i was a lil' sian diao when one examiner told me to refrain from LAUGHING when i am presenting. which i apparently didn't. I simply pronouced the words weirdly and i grinned a lil' or should i say SMILE. who would LAUGH out loud. =.=lll wadever, tml will be 2nd round judging of tis poster ppt and we hav to be in formal. Sianz.

Oh, and toOk BIF exam today. Siaoz. Killer. Felt so helpless. End up was like staring into space OR loOking ard at other pple instead of focusing. Haha. left like early. haha. wadever. I wan to grad peacefully! No repeats. NO.

Assg + Proj + Ppts all clumped within these 2-3wks. SUffocating? I duno. SOmehow lost still ba. never liked thinking of what is my next step gonna be, becos it will always get no where. To fulfill a responsibility, i applied for PSC still. Into courses that i dun even noe if its wad i really want. Its madness. Med or BMS or forensic. UK/Aust. Insanity hits? I duno. Never ever want to aim that high ever since i fell hard.

If only i could be like u.

I shld live to love what i do, cos I noe my life is different...how long will i even....live?

10:33 PM